Wishing, Hoping and Believing

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2 Responses to Wishing, Hoping and Believing

  1. Louise says:

    Yes we can!!! BR/BR/Beautifully written, Jen. Brought tears to my eyes.BR/BR/Miss you!BR/~ Weez

  2. Sky says:

    i understand so well. i must say as a caucasian woman married to an east indian man i have never had anyone make any racial slur or bigoted remark. no one has seemed to intend any harm toward me and/or my husband. we live in the pacific nw where biracial relationships are frequent and asians are plentiful, but having lived in the south previously i wondered if/when it might happen. i wondered how my own father would handle our relationship and marriage. it is funny that he, dispicable in many ways, has loved my brown husband from the moment he met him and brags about him to all his southern friends. who’d have thought?! BR/BR/georgia almost turned blue, and my father, a southern racist in his 80s, voted for obama because he really believes obama will be better for the country. he struggled for months about what to do, but in the end he did the right thing. BR/BR/there is always hope for a new day and a new vision. yes we can, and yes, we did! this is a glorious testimony to america and her citizens. i am glad you feel a part of this country and am so sorry you didn’t feel fully accepted before. it is indeed, a new day! we are all home now.

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